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Views from the Choir Loft

What Color Is B-Flat? Life as a Musician with Synesthesia

Keven Smith · January 11, 2021

HIS IS GOING TO GET WEIRD, so please bear with me. Do you picture each number and letter in a specific color? What about Monday? Or November?

If you answered yes to any of these questions, you probably have a condition called synesthesia.

For synesthetes, the senses cross over to some extent. We can’t just see the number 7 as a black numeral on a white background. It has a definite color. Of course, my color is probably different from your color. Hence the first rule of synesthesia: never judge another synesthete’s colors.

They say two to four percent of the population has synesthesia. There are different types and degrees of the condition. I have a mild case. I perceive colors for numbers, letters, months, days of the week, and each of the U.S. states.

My two eldest children have additional symptoms. My son tastes flavors when he speaks or hears certain words. For example, “lightbulb” is minty. As for my daughter, she recently revealed that certain male voices trigger specific food cravings for her. A church friend we knew years ago sounded like chocolate cake. A priest who recently filled in at our parish made her want turkey (carved straight off the bird, mind you—not the lunchmeat kind). At least her diet is balanced; one of her online teachers is refried beans, and another priest we know sounds like crunchy red apples.

Somehow, I’m mushrooms. But she loves mushrooms on pizza.

So far, the condition sounds harmless, but you can imagine where I’m going with this. Musicians rely on hearing. Hearing is a sense. If synesthesia makes the senses cross over, then couldn’t that interfere with making music? 

For me, the effect has been mixed; it gives me another form of perception, but it’s one that’s hard to explain to others. I’ll sometimes hear a voice singing and think that it sounds too yellow, or that it needs more yellow. But what is yellow in this context? I love baritone sounds that are coppery-brown rather than chocolatey brown. But how to teach that?

When I hear another organist play, I often perceive an overall color for the piece. I’m not sure whether it’s related to the registration, the key, the texture, or some other factor.

When I’m improvising at the organ, I try to remain aware of what key I’m in and where I’m at in the scale. I perceive each of the keys as a color, but since I don’t have perfect pitch, I’m going off of the color of the letter rather than the sound of the note. I also picture the colors of the other two notes in the triad. This helps me ground myself in the key as I picture the three colors swirling together.

Now, I can imagine how someone who has severe synesthesia plus perfect pitch might get bothered by certain consonant combinations of notes that happen to have clashing colors. Or something like that. But I suspect synesthesia is generally a slight help to musicians.

If you’re a musician with synesthesia, I’d love to hear from you in the Facebook comments. Please feel free to share your experiences and anecdotes. 

Ah, synesthesia. If you know, you know. If you don’t, you’ll probably never fully understand. Remember when celebrities used to wear colored lapel ribbons to show how deeply they cared about various issues? I’ve often thought there should be a Synesthesia Awareness ribbon.

But it will never happen. We would never agree on the color of the ribbon.

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About Keven Smith

Keven Smith, music director at St. Stephen the First Martyr, lives in Sacramento with his wife and five musical children.—(Read full biography).

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    Good Friday Flowers
    Good Friday has a series of prayers for various parties: the pope, catechumens, pagans, heretics, schismatics, and so forth. In the old liturgical books, there was no official ‘name’ for these prayers. (This wasn’t unusual as ‘headers’ and ‘titles’ for each section is a rather modern idea.) The Missal simply instructed the priest to go to the Epistle side and begin. In the SHERBORNE MISSAL, each prayer begins with a different—utterly spectacular—flower. This PDF file shows the first few prayers. Has anyone counted the ‘initial’ drop-cap flowers in the SHERBORNE MISSAL? Surely there are more than 1,000.
    —Jeff Ostrowski
    Music List • (3rd Sunday of Lent)
    Readers have expressed interest in seeing the ORDER OF MUSIC I created for this coming Sunday, which is the 3rd Sunday of Lent (8 March 2026). If such a thing interests you, feel free to download it as a PDF file. This feast has magnificent propers. Its stern INTROIT (“Óculi mei semper ad Dóminum”) is breathtaking, and the COMMUNION (“Qui bíberit aquam”) with its fauxbourdon verses is wonderful. I encourage all the readers to visit the feasts website, where the Propria Missae may be downloaded completely free of charge.
    —Jeff Ostrowski
    PDF Download • “Ubi Caritas” (SATB)
    I remember singing “Ubi Cáritas” by Maurice Duruflé at the conservatory. I was deeply moved by it. However, some feel Duruflé’s version isn’t suitable for small choirs since it’s written for 6 voices and the bass tessitura is quite low. That’s why I was absolutely thrilled to discover this “Ubi cáritas” (SATB) for smaller choirs by Énemond Moreau, who studied with OSCAR DEPUYDT (d. 1925), an orphan who became a towering figure of Catholic music. Depuydt’s students include: Flor Peeters (d. 1986); Monsignor Jules Van Nuffel (d. 1953); Arthur Meulemans (d. 1966); Monsignor Jules Vyverman (d. 1989); and Gustaaf Nees (d. 1965). Rehearsal videos for each individual voice await you at #19705. When I came across the astonishing English translation for “Ubi Cáritas” by Monsignor Ronald Knox—matching the Latin’s meter—I decided to add those lyrics as an option (for churches which have banned Latin). My wife and I made this recording to give you some idea how it sounds.
    —Jeff Ostrowski

Quick Thoughts

    “Dies Irae” • A Monstrous Translation
    It isn’t easy to determine what Alice King MacGilton hoped to accomplish with her very popular book—A Study of Latin Hymns (1918)—which continued to be reprinted in new editions for at least 34 years. This PDF file shows her attempt to translate the DIES IRAE “in the fewest words possible.” There’s a place for dynamic equivalency, but this is repugnant. In particular, look what she does to “Quærens me sedísti lassus.”
    —Jeff Ostrowski
    PDF Download • “Holy, Holy, Holy”
    For vigil Masses on Saturday (a.k.a. “anticipated” Masses) we use this simpler setting of the “Holy, Holy, Holy” by Monsignor Jules Vyverman (d. 1989), a Belgian priest, organist, composer, and music educator who ultimately succeeded another ‘Jules’ (CANON JULES VAN NUFFEL) as director of the Lemmensinstituut in Belgium. Although I could be wrong, my understanding is that the LEMMENSINSTITUUT eventually merged with “Catholic University of Leuven” (originally founded in 1425). That’s the university Fulton J. Sheen attended.
    —Jeff Ostrowski
    Grotesque Pairing • “Passion Chorale”
    One of our rarest releases was undoubtably this PDF scan of the complete Pope Pius XII Hymnal (1959) by Father Joseph Roff, a student of Healey Willan. One of the scarcest titles in existence, this book was provided to us by Mr. Peter Meggison. Back in 2018, we scanned each page and uploaded it to our website, making it freely available to everyone. Readers are probably sick of hearing me say this, but just because we upload something that doesn’t necessarily mean it’s wonderful or worthy of imitation. We upload many publications precisely because they are ‘grotesque’, interesting, or revealing. Whereas the Brébeuf Catholic Hymnal had an editorial board that was careful and sensitive vis-à-vis pairing texts with tunes, the Pope Pius XII Hymnal (1959) seems to have been rather reckless in this regard. Please take a look at what they did with the PASSION CHORALE and see whether you agree.
    —Jeff Ostrowski

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The ratio of voices in modern choirs is usually wrong. Basses should be numerically greatest, then altos, then tenors, then sopranos. One good soprano can carry a high “A” against 30 lower voices.

— Roger Wagner

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